wash list

yes, no wish list for this year.
i do wish to have no wish.

the absolute end

sometimes we think it will last longer
but as each day passes
comes the absolute end
and one day you just feel brand new again.
as a sign of the absolute end
i heard this music by Joan Baez:

So it's time to set you free
Watch you sail away from me
Though I'll miss you when you do
I'm with you

Turn your face into the wind
Let your greatest dreams begin
Take the high road, win or lose
I'm with you

I was there in the morning light
With a love that would last
And I'll be there on your darkest night
When the sun's long gone and your heart is sinking fast

When you stumble, when you fall
When they back you to the wall
After all the rest are through
I'm with you

So it's time to set you free
Let you sail away from me
I've done all that I can do
I'm with you

Take the high road, win or lose
I'm with you

I'm With You - Joan Baez

tsk

You'll never be mine again.

red nails!

anong point?
what is the point?

stop staring at something that doesn't
know itself.

now I'm hating someone terribly.
More hate coming!
aRGh. eaten by hate.

Back

These days hardly I had a crush on someone else. The past three years I never had a crush on someone. But now I feel I'm back on being 15 I do have a crush and it's an actor and I do want to meet him in person but that may prove to be impossible. Yes. Robert Pattinson is the guy... And yes I giggle like a 15 year old girl. Hmmm. Hyperventilating every time I see his face and this one special scene.

These days I blush with the thought of him. Crazy. I know.

i'll never be able...

to finish my story
there is no pain to look too
there are no regrets to inspire me.

Have I found you?

there is this long cold stretch of distance between us....

from Baguio with Love

and yes I was back to the place to I've been
........happy yet I was still shattered
and I don't have you........