Sunday, June 20, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Post Summer Vacation
I wasn't sure if I was ever going to write again on this blog. After turning 21 yesterday and found myself staring at the screen of my laptop I decided to visit this site. School had already started again after a long vacation in some place where everything is served large, the ice tea's are not sweet at all, there are colas flavored cherry (sooo missing that), where the weather was cold, where you need a car to visit places, the home of the so called "stars," where half of my relatives reside, where I want to be right now and where the age 20 is not really legal.
I have anticipated so much the day that I turned 21 that I had continues heartburn and stomach ache before that oh so grand day. And when that day finally arrived all the anticipation crashed it was just like any other day in the life ISYA. I did enjoy the company of family and friends and the gracious supper at one of the restaurants that serve rated A salad! It's weird that physically nothing has changed except for the evident flab on my stomach. Emotionally I feel like old but not that old. As I think about the past years and all the things I have already went through what always comes out of my mind is that I grew up emotionally and mentally too fast. When I was 13 years old I was acting the age of a 25 year old person. And now that I am 21 the idea was to retreat and be someone I missed during that period of 13 to 21 years of age. I'm trying to have a super moment with myself everyday and I hope it gets more super as I gain more experiences with the days that pass by.
On a side note: I would like to profess my love and admiration to Bob Dylan. Girl from the North Country is really is a great song.
I have anticipated so much the day that I turned 21 that I had continues heartburn and stomach ache before that oh so grand day. And when that day finally arrived all the anticipation crashed it was just like any other day in the life ISYA. I did enjoy the company of family and friends and the gracious supper at one of the restaurants that serve rated A salad! It's weird that physically nothing has changed except for the evident flab on my stomach. Emotionally I feel like old but not that old. As I think about the past years and all the things I have already went through what always comes out of my mind is that I grew up emotionally and mentally too fast. When I was 13 years old I was acting the age of a 25 year old person. And now that I am 21 the idea was to retreat and be someone I missed during that period of 13 to 21 years of age. I'm trying to have a super moment with myself everyday and I hope it gets more super as I gain more experiences with the days that pass by.
On a side note: I would like to profess my love and admiration to Bob Dylan. Girl from the North Country is really is a great song.
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