yes, no wish list for this year.
i do wish to have no wish.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
the absolute end
sometimes we think it will last longer
but as each day passes
comes the absolute end
and one day you just feel brand new again.
as a sign of the absolute end
i heard this music by Joan Baez:
but as each day passes
comes the absolute end
and one day you just feel brand new again.
as a sign of the absolute end
i heard this music by Joan Baez:
So it's time to set you free
Watch you sail away from me
Though I'll miss you when you do
I'm with you
Turn your face into the wind
Let your greatest dreams begin
Take the high road, win or lose
I'm with you
I was there in the morning light
With a love that would last
And I'll be there on your darkest night
When the sun's long gone and your heart is sinking fast
When you stumble, when you fall
When they back you to the wall
After all the rest are through
I'm with you
So it's time to set you free
Let you sail away from me
I've done all that I can do
I'm with you
Take the high road, win or lose
I'm with you
Monday, December 22, 2008
red nails!
anong point?
what is the point?
stop staring at something that doesn't
know itself.
now I'm hating someone terribly.
More hate coming!
aRGh. eaten by hate.
what is the point?
stop staring at something that doesn't
know itself.
now I'm hating someone terribly.
More hate coming!
aRGh. eaten by hate.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Back
These days hardly I had a crush on someone else. The past three years I never had a crush on someone. But now I feel I'm back on being 15 I do have a crush and it's an actor and I do want to meet him in person but that may prove to be impossible. Yes. Robert Pattinson is the guy... And yes I giggle like a 15 year old girl. Hmmm. Hyperventilating every time I see his face and this one special scene.
These days I blush with the thought of him. Crazy. I know.
These days I blush with the thought of him. Crazy. I know.
Monday, December 08, 2008
i'll never be able...
to finish my story
there is no pain to look too
there are no regrets to inspire me.
there is no pain to look too
there are no regrets to inspire me.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
from Baguio with Love
and yes I was back to the place to I've been
........happy yet I was still shattered
and I don't have you........
........happy yet I was still shattered
and I don't have you........
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
who wants...
every Tuesday e sumasakit ang aking ulo dahil sa buong araw ako meron klase from 7:00 ng umaga hanggang 5:30 ng hapon. Kamusta naman yun?
Buti na lang meron paring lumalabas sa utak ko kahit na ganun ang laging ngyayari sakin.
Gusto mo ng creative sige bibigyan kita.
Ayan yun naman ang nagawa ko kanina....
Nagbigay ng ideya sa aming group!
Wow napaka taglish nitong entry na ito.
Hmmmm.
Is that good o masama?
Mukhang sadya ba o coincidence lang talaga.
Ayun operation research nanaman ako dahil meron akong reporting bukas na
ako naman ang nag voluteer kaya ayos lang sakin magreport.
Tapos mag shashadow play pala kami bukas dahil sa ayun kailangan daw creative eh
---------
see you mamaya.
Buti na lang meron paring lumalabas sa utak ko kahit na ganun ang laging ngyayari sakin.
Gusto mo ng creative sige bibigyan kita.
Ayan yun naman ang nagawa ko kanina....
Nagbigay ng ideya sa aming group!
Wow napaka taglish nitong entry na ito.
Hmmmm.
Is that good o masama?
Mukhang sadya ba o coincidence lang talaga.
Ayun operation research nanaman ako dahil meron akong reporting bukas na
ako naman ang nag voluteer kaya ayos lang sakin magreport.
Tapos mag shashadow play pala kami bukas dahil sa ayun kailangan daw creative eh
---------
see you mamaya.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
enchanted
how does she know you love her?
how does she know its true?
hmmmmm.
stuck sa utak ko at napanoud ko siya kanina...
masaya yung movie pangalawang beses
una kasama si arvin
pangalawa ngayong gabi...
i've been dreaming of a true loves kiss....
goodnight night
how does she know its true?
hmmmmm.
stuck sa utak ko at napanoud ko siya kanina...
masaya yung movie pangalawang beses
una kasama si arvin
pangalawa ngayong gabi...
i've been dreaming of a true loves kiss....
goodnight night
Saturday, November 22, 2008
acquainted strangers
We are but strangers to each other
staring blankly without a word or another
I liked you ever since
and have love you as days passed by
You have liked me yesterday
and now were strangers to each other like
we had no past.
-------
"You melt your doubt and fall into me
I find your mouth and try to hold it"
Goodnight night!
staring blankly without a word or another
I liked you ever since
and have love you as days passed by
You have liked me yesterday
and now were strangers to each other like
we had no past.
-------
"You melt your doubt and fall into me
I find your mouth and try to hold it"
Goodnight night!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
rotting sadness
*rotting heart
in this decay I forever cry...
with all the okay/I'm fine words I have said
I still haven't felt that for real.
I'm here crying again....
Tangare! Kailan ba ako titigil sa kakaiyak?
Tangare talaga!
*flourishing sadness
in the vast plane of my heart...
in this decay I forever cry...
with all the okay/I'm fine words I have said
I still haven't felt that for real.
I'm here crying again....
Tangare! Kailan ba ako titigil sa kakaiyak?
Tangare talaga!
*flourishing sadness
in the vast plane of my heart...
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Friday, November 07, 2008
Calendar Girl by Stars
"Calendar Girl"
If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive
If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive
Try
Magandang gabi. Matagal na akong di nakapagsusulat sa aking mahiwagang on-line blog. Ang dami ngyari noong mga nakaraang araw. Ayun si Gab nasa ospital tinamaan ng Dengue. Ayaw niyang uminom ng tubig kaya parang di niya tinutulungan gumaling ang kanyang sarili. HMMMMM! Ayun pagod din ako dahil sa nakakapagami ang pagod din magbantay lalo na kung nasa ward lang kayo. Marami ang pasyente at maingay wala ka ring pwedeng higaan. Meron lang isang upuan. Ayun pero enjoy naman ako sa pagbabantay at pagaalaga sa aking kapatid.
Antok na talaga ako ngayon kaya kailangan ng matulog at shift ko ng magbantay bukas.
See you.
Goodnight night.
Antok na talaga ako ngayon kaya kailangan ng matulog at shift ko ng magbantay bukas.
See you.
Goodnight night.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
pakiramdam
masama ang aking pakiramdam dahil sa ako ay merong sakit.
mei inflammation ang aking left ear kayo di ako nakakarinig.
meron ding matinding ubo.
baradong ilong kaya di makahinga.
magaling magaling ako ay di magaling.
well my health is failing me and I feel the tug of defeat.
Ayun sana maging mabuti rin ako.
Sa next time pagkagising ko okie na ako.
Tapos lately puro na lang nightmare.....
Hay iba na talaga.
mei inflammation ang aking left ear kayo di ako nakakarinig.
meron ding matinding ubo.
baradong ilong kaya di makahinga.
magaling magaling ako ay di magaling.
well my health is failing me and I feel the tug of defeat.
Ayun sana maging mabuti rin ako.
Sa next time pagkagising ko okie na ako.
Tapos lately puro na lang nightmare.....
Hay iba na talaga.
Monday, October 27, 2008
modesty
disgrace
about
my grace
nothing seems right
at this
well lit up night
i can't be you
sporting
a manic spree
broken
pieces
that are
up
for
tease
.
about
my grace
nothing seems right
at this
well lit up night
i can't be you
sporting
a manic spree
broken
pieces
that are
up
for
tease
.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
bad trip
di kami tuloy sa batanes.
hmmmm.
depressing
spirits high just crash hard.
well.
badtrip asian spirit.
hmmmm.
depressing
spirits high just crash hard.
well.
badtrip asian spirit.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
why i cry by the magnetic fields
All the summer days
Where we used to play
Walking hand in hand
Castles in the sand
So you said goodnight
But you meant goodbye
Now our love has died
This is why I cry
From the madding crowd
Pointing up at clouds
Summer turned to fall
Pictures on the wall
Where we used to play
Walking hand in hand
Castles in the sand
So you said goodnight
But you meant goodbye
Now our love has died
This is why I cry
From the madding crowd
Pointing up at clouds
Summer turned to fall
Pictures on the wall
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
another new post
Octoer 21, 2008
1:05 A.M. (madaling araw)
1:05 A.M. (madaling araw)
I finally got to read the comic book WASTED. It was a highly recommended reading by our Philosophy teacher. The story does create a big impact on the reader. As I read the last chapter tears just stream down my eyes. The letter of Eric (the main character of the book) has such honesty (that I want to experience). I cried because I remember the love I have inside of me. I remember my love that cannot be measured. A love that has given its all.
It is sad that certain things just end. It is sad how things change. Certain feelings are not felt anymore. It is sad.
I still have this huge love in me and I am trying to wrap it in one small bundle and throw it away. Whenever I think about this love that I have I just get lonely that all this love is wasted.
I'll read again the comic book and probably cry again (hard). Maybe this will help me vanish the feelings.
The story is very appealing especially to teenagers and young adults. We could relate because it does show or tell us a certain part of our life (feeling this way and that), a real human condition. It shows how love can make you crazy. Love does make people crazy.
Go read WASTED for yourself and experience the "feeling."
Goodnight night.
It is sad that certain things just end. It is sad how things change. Certain feelings are not felt anymore. It is sad.
I still have this huge love in me and I am trying to wrap it in one small bundle and throw it away. Whenever I think about this love that I have I just get lonely that all this love is wasted.
I'll read again the comic book and probably cry again (hard). Maybe this will help me vanish the feelings.
The story is very appealing especially to teenagers and young adults. We could relate because it does show or tell us a certain part of our life (feeling this way and that), a real human condition. It shows how love can make you crazy. Love does make people crazy.
Go read WASTED for yourself and experience the "feeling."
Goodnight night.
Monday, October 20, 2008
I'll share with you the poems of sadness by different poets. Share a line from a poem of Pablo Neruda: "Love is so short , forgetting is so long".
Truly I feel this way about someone I love immensely.
Hope we forget fast so the pain would not lurk too long.
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It is hard to accept the truth, that is why even to ourselves we always lie because truth really does hurt.
"and the truth is I am still lying to myself about the reason why I am here"
and it hurts
Truly I feel this way about someone I love immensely.
Hope we forget fast so the pain would not lurk too long.
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It is hard to accept the truth, that is why even to ourselves we always lie because truth really does hurt.
"and the truth is I am still lying to myself about the reason why I am here"
and it hurts
a sad empty hole.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
pleasure in pain
As I recall what people I know used to say that my family is "cool", they are wrong it has become rotten in some way. I feel unlucky sometimes to have a family like mine. The things that are happening to us are becoming worse as the days pass by and the sad thing is that I don't care. My feeling towards a certain matter is cold. There was too much hurt. Hearts are deeply lacerated. Weird that this is happening when I am already at this age ("better when you get older").
Rotten sadness in my lacerated heart.
I'll ignore this and I'll try finding pleasure in this pervasive pain.
Goodnight night.
-'- -'-
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Rotten sadness in my lacerated heart.
I'll ignore this and I'll try finding pleasure in this pervasive pain.
Goodnight night.
-'- -'-
--
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
pwede na
kanina nakita ko ang buwan
maganda talaga
nakita ang bilog nitong hugis
matingkad na puti
at ang mga uka na pinalalalim
ang kanyang ganda....
kung sa araw na ito ay mamatay
ako, okie lang
mamatay akong masaya pagkat
nakita ko ang magandang buwan.
maganda talaga
nakita ang bilog nitong hugis
matingkad na puti
at ang mga uka na pinalalalim
ang kanyang ganda....
kung sa araw na ito ay mamatay
ako, okie lang
mamatay akong masaya pagkat
nakita ko ang magandang buwan.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
sticking it
While I was studying and staying at Baguio what I always do is write and read.
I've made a lot of list, endless list of different things...
1. List of what I would like to do for summer
2. List of books I want to read
3. List of music I want to download
4. List of things I want to buy for myself and other people
5. Grocery list
6. List of movies I want too watch
7. List of reasons why I love Arvin
8. List of places I want to go before I die
9. List of things to do before I die
10. List of favorite quotes
11. List of favorite poems
12. List of what I miss
13. List of what I have to do for that certain day
14. List of the things I would like to say
15. List of how much I spent on that day
16. List of books I should buy
17. List for everything
A list pretty much for everything....
I wish I had the luxury of time and money for the lists to be fulfilled.
I've made a lot of list, endless list of different things...
1. List of what I would like to do for summer
2. List of books I want to read
3. List of music I want to download
4. List of things I want to buy for myself and other people
5. Grocery list
6. List of movies I want too watch
7. List of reasons why I love Arvin
8. List of places I want to go before I die
9. List of things to do before I die
10. List of favorite quotes
11. List of favorite poems
12. List of what I miss
13. List of what I have to do for that certain day
14. List of the things I would like to say
15. List of how much I spent on that day
16. List of books I should buy
17. List for everything
A list pretty much for everything....
I wish I had the luxury of time and money for the lists to be fulfilled.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
sinisipag ako magtype
sige susulat ako tungkol saan?
sa kasayahan na wala ng pasok pero meron pang isang requirement
sa kalungkutan dahil lagi na lang ako mag isa dito sa bahay at kung saang lugar man ako
sa kasakitan ng physical dahil sumasakit nanaman ang tiyan ko
sa kasakitan emotional dahil dahil dahil dahil
tungkol saan?
sa my idea of heaven
sa all i want
sa lahat ng kanta
sa can't take my eyes off you
tungkol saan?
sa lupa
sa langit
sa ulap
sa araw
sa tubig
sa puno
sa buwan
sa cute little white bunnies
sa otter
sa panda banana
siguro tungkol sakin
hindi bat di na lang tungkol sayo....
sa kasayahan na wala ng pasok pero meron pang isang requirement
sa kalungkutan dahil lagi na lang ako mag isa dito sa bahay at kung saang lugar man ako
sa kasakitan ng physical dahil sumasakit nanaman ang tiyan ko
sa kasakitan emotional dahil dahil dahil dahil
tungkol saan?
sa my idea of heaven
sa all i want
sa lahat ng kanta
sa can't take my eyes off you
tungkol saan?
sa lupa
sa langit
sa ulap
sa araw
sa tubig
sa puno
sa buwan
sa cute little white bunnies
sa otter
sa panda banana
siguro tungkol sakin
hindi bat di na lang tungkol sayo....
Thursday, October 09, 2008
waiting for you
song by Ben Harper
Waiting For You
I' ve been waiting for you
I' ve been waiting for you
Never found enything else to do
But waiting for you
I' ve been calling your name
I' ve been calling your name
Never found anything else to say
Nothing to say
You can kill a lot of time if you really want put your mind do it
Leave it all behind if you never wanna go through it
I keep hearing your name
I keep hearing your name
Nothing else sounds the same
As hearing your name
You can kill a lot of time if you really put your mind to it
Or leave it all behind and never ever go through it
I' ve been hoping for you
Keep hoping for you
What else can I do
But keep hoping for you?
You can kill a lot of time if you really put your mind to it
Or leave it all behind and never ever go through it
We can kill a lot and never really have to go through it
What else can I do
But keep hoping for you?
-o)-
Waiting For You
I' ve been waiting for you
I' ve been waiting for you
Never found enything else to do
But waiting for you
I' ve been calling your name
I' ve been calling your name
Never found anything else to say
Nothing to say
You can kill a lot of time if you really want put your mind do it
Leave it all behind if you never wanna go through it
I keep hearing your name
I keep hearing your name
Nothing else sounds the same
As hearing your name
You can kill a lot of time if you really put your mind to it
Or leave it all behind and never ever go through it
I' ve been hoping for you
Keep hoping for you
What else can I do
But keep hoping for you?
You can kill a lot of time if you really put your mind to it
Or leave it all behind and never ever go through it
We can kill a lot and never really have to go through it
What else can I do
But keep hoping for you?
-o)-
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
tiwala
i want to trust my mom that she is not doing anything bad
she will not be home to night..
texted "drank lots of alcohol"
nice one...
she will not be home to night..
texted "drank lots of alcohol"
nice one...
Monday, September 29, 2008
liquidate
ma grand
i took you thrice
my head twirl
my knees trembled
ma grand
i'd like to be
in deep slumber
where
everything
has no sense
and i'll
laugh like there
would be
no waking up
ma grand
i felt the burning
line inside my throat
and my head
twirled
i wanted to shout
like there would
be no tomorrow
ma grand
i'll drink like it
would be last
and everything
in view would
twirl in circles
i took you thrice
my head twirl
my knees trembled
ma grand
i'd like to be
in deep slumber
where
everything
has no sense
and i'll
laugh like there
would be
no waking up
ma grand
i felt the burning
line inside my throat
and my head
twirled
i wanted to shout
like there would
be no tomorrow
ma grand
i'll drink like it
would be last
and everything
in view would
twirl in circles
Thursday, September 25, 2008
and yes
I slept for four hours from 5 pm to 9 pm.
hilo ako pero gumaan ang pakiramdam.
pero ang sipon at ubo ay patuloy parin...
ano ba yan?
very hard. nakakahilo. dizzy is-ya!
hilo ako pero gumaan ang pakiramdam.
pero ang sipon at ubo ay patuloy parin...
ano ba yan?
very hard. nakakahilo. dizzy is-ya!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
gaano?
gaano?
kamahal... ito makita ang pangalan mo
puso di mapakali
kamahal...ito marinig pangalan mo
parang magkakasakit
kamahal...ito oo.
kamahal... ito makita ang pangalan mo
puso di mapakali
kamahal...ito marinig pangalan mo
parang magkakasakit
kamahal...ito oo.
Monday, September 22, 2008
and now
here we stand
in front of our door
you looking at me
and i looking at your shirt
this is it
after this last
hugs
last kiss
we part
we'll go our separate ways
and i'll nurse my heart.
thanks for all the love that was given.
hope we grow as better people.
last kiss
last hug
and now we part.
in front of our door
you looking at me
and i looking at your shirt
this is it
after this last
hugs
last kiss
we part
we'll go our separate ways
and i'll nurse my heart.
thanks for all the love that was given.
hope we grow as better people.
last kiss
last hug
and now we part.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
wala lang
What would i say if ever we talked?
I have a long cut in my two hands but I never felt any pain at all
I never knew that I had cut myself.
I'm sad! Malungkot ako. Di ako masaya.
I have a long cut in my two hands but I never felt any pain at all
I never knew that I had cut myself.
I'm sad! Malungkot ako. Di ako masaya.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Fresh Veg.
greeny look para sa aking blog.
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greeny look para sa aking blog.
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greeny look para sa aking blog.
Monday, September 01, 2008
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i
I indulge myself with the presence you make
secretly finding my way to you....
hoping I'll be near you.
I love the sun.
secretly finding my way to you....
hoping I'll be near you.
I love the sun.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
pakikipagsapalaran
ang hirap ng mga aking araw
sana malampasan
ang hirap maka get over sa mga bagay
na di mo alam kung ano talaga
ngayon ko lang nalaman na
nakakaiyak ako kahit tulog....
mahirap
sana malampasan
ang hirap maka get over sa mga bagay
na di mo alam kung ano talaga
ngayon ko lang nalaman na
nakakaiyak ako kahit tulog....
mahirap
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
today
if this is how being free feels
lost and lonely
i'd rather not have it...
morning cries
the many possibilities
have made it harder
and the new doors of choices
are endless.....
lost and lonely
i'd rather not have it...
morning cries
the many possibilities
have made it harder
and the new doors of choices
are endless.....
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
bugso ng damdamin
Minsan bigla mo na lang maiisip ang mga bagay bagay at makakaramdam ng mga damdamin.
Dulot ng situation kung nasan ka at mga ngyari sayo. Kaya minsan maiintindihan mo rin ang mga tao na di nila alam kung anong nasasabi o nagagawa nila pagdating nga sa ganitong mga sitwasyon.
spur of the moment?
-ayun mabuti ang aking lunes sarado ang library di ko nasuli yung book na hiniram ko at di nakapag research.
-nagdowload na lang ako ng mga kanta dito sa bahay at after nun sumabay sa pagkanta.
-tapos kumanta pa ng malakas
-nagaway nanaman yung kapitbahay namin kaya lang di ko masyadong marinig dahil malakas nga yung pagpapatugtog ko.
yep.
magaalay ako ng kanta sa araw....
Dance of Love-Sting
Dulot ng situation kung nasan ka at mga ngyari sayo. Kaya minsan maiintindihan mo rin ang mga tao na di nila alam kung anong nasasabi o nagagawa nila pagdating nga sa ganitong mga sitwasyon.
spur of the moment?
-ayun mabuti ang aking lunes sarado ang library di ko nasuli yung book na hiniram ko at di nakapag research.
-nagdowload na lang ako ng mga kanta dito sa bahay at after nun sumabay sa pagkanta.
-tapos kumanta pa ng malakas
-nagaway nanaman yung kapitbahay namin kaya lang di ko masyadong marinig dahil malakas nga yung pagpapatugtog ko.
yep.
magaalay ako ng kanta sa araw....
Dance of Love-Sting
Take me from this crowded room
Give me room to hold you close
Hold so close to come unfold
Take my body with your soul
Loose yourself inside my arms
Two as one can steal the stars
Torn and free, beyond control
Take my body with your soul
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Touching deep, we feel the world
Reaching deep inside ourselves
Cutting loose from roots of home
Scattered winds, the winds of change
Weightlessly, we drift in sleep
Drifting circles of our dream
Dreams of love, beyond control
Take my body with your soul
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Give me room to hold you close
Hold so close to come unfold
Take my body with your soul
Loose yourself inside my arms
Two as one can steal the stars
Torn and free, beyond control
Take my body with your soul
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Touching deep, we feel the world
Reaching deep inside ourselves
Cutting loose from roots of home
Scattered winds, the winds of change
Weightlessly, we drift in sleep
Drifting circles of our dream
Dreams of love, beyond control
Take my body with your soul
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance of love
Do the dance,
the dance of love
Dance with me
anticipation
umaasa
umaasa
wala
wala
wala
iiyak
iiyak
iiyak
iiyak
napaka distressing ng pag anticipate sa bagay na
gusto mong mangyari tapos di naman mangyayari
lalo na kung gustong gusto mo.
sobrang anticipation sa buhay
nasasaktan ng masyado
nakakalungkot.
umaasa
wala
wala
wala
iiyak
iiyak
iiyak
iiyak
napaka distressing ng pag anticipate sa bagay na
gusto mong mangyari tapos di naman mangyayari
lalo na kung gustong gusto mo.
sobrang anticipation sa buhay
nasasaktan ng masyado
nakakalungkot.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
masarap ng keso
masarap ang keso na binigay kay nanay
parang yung keso sa pizza.
*medyo kakaia ang mga panahon ngayon parang nakikisabay tuloy ang pakiramdam
sure na maaraw biglang uulan tapos maulap
parang sure na masaya biglang lulungkot
kakaiba....
*mukhang nawawala nanaman si isya
di niya mahanap ang kanyang sarili
ito merong mga nararamdaman na di niya hawak ang kanyang sarili
paminsan minsan gusto na lang magpadala sa hangin.....
ayun masarap yung keso masarap ipalaman sa tinapay
mas masarap lalo na kung toasted sila pareho tinapay at keso
wag naman sana makalimot
parang yung keso sa pizza.
*medyo kakaia ang mga panahon ngayon parang nakikisabay tuloy ang pakiramdam
sure na maaraw biglang uulan tapos maulap
parang sure na masaya biglang lulungkot
kakaiba....
*mukhang nawawala nanaman si isya
di niya mahanap ang kanyang sarili
ito merong mga nararamdaman na di niya hawak ang kanyang sarili
paminsan minsan gusto na lang magpadala sa hangin.....
ayun masarap yung keso masarap ipalaman sa tinapay
mas masarap lalo na kung toasted sila pareho tinapay at keso
wag naman sana makalimot
Thursday, July 03, 2008
in between
mga espasyo na may pagitan
mahirap punan at mahirap maintindihan
tulad ng dalawang pader na inlab na
ang maiksing patlang ang dapat talunin
upang sila'y magdikit.
mahirap punan at mahirap maintindihan
tulad ng dalawang pader na inlab na
ang maiksing patlang ang dapat talunin
upang sila'y magdikit.
Okie ewan ko kung bakit ko sinulat yung nasa taas. Parang wala naman siyang connection sa nararamdaman ko sa kasalakuyang panahon. Ang mga nakaraang araw ay puro pagod ang mahirap ay ang two times a week na P.E. yun mahirap nga ang sabi ko. Enjoy? Enjoy sa skul? Okie lang di ganun ka-enjoy kung baga okie lang talaga. Getting the hang of it! Kung baga parating na sana sa pagiging masaya. Hirap nun pagod na di pa masaya sa mga ngyayari sa skul.
"If you dream of me
like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart"
-kanta ni Tracy Chapman
Matagal taga narin akong di nanaginip. Mabuti ba yun o hindi? Masyadong occupied ang utak o walang nag occupy sa aking utak. Either of the two? Minsan literalna tumitigil ng managinip ang mga tao. Nakalungkot pero totoo.
Miss ko na ang aking phone at camera. Mahal ko sila sobra pero sapilitang kinuha kaya wala akong magagawa.
like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart"
-kanta ni Tracy Chapman
Matagal taga narin akong di nanaginip. Mabuti ba yun o hindi? Masyadong occupied ang utak o walang nag occupy sa aking utak. Either of the two? Minsan literalna tumitigil ng managinip ang mga tao. Nakalungkot pero totoo.
Never stop dreaming!
Miss ko na ang aking phone at camera. Mahal ko sila sobra pero sapilitang kinuha kaya wala akong magagawa.
Monday, June 30, 2008
wag na lang
mas mabuti na hindi na mag-dwell sa mga bagay na di ka naman pinahahalagahan
di rin nila deserve ang aking precious na time.
Wag na lang pakialamanan at wag na lang mag-care.
di rin nila deserve ang aking precious na time.
Wag na lang pakialamanan at wag na lang mag-care.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
snapped
So many things have changed and find it hard to understand certain things.
Even so we still try hard to understand these certain things concerning changes. I'd like to see it as growth and not of decay. I would like to feel it as love and not hate. It will be continuous and I can't speak straight. Words don't really work with me as of now like my feelings which is causing me pain. It looks like everything matters at one side but you can also say that nothing matters at all. Silly thinking and silly me for having brought forth this thinking and feeling. Costly it will be and it will be paid. Need to think of something else to stop rummaging deep into to this complex feeling we call love. Branch out ideas. Nothing special. Just Changes.
Even so we still try hard to understand these certain things concerning changes. I'd like to see it as growth and not of decay. I would like to feel it as love and not hate. It will be continuous and I can't speak straight. Words don't really work with me as of now like my feelings which is causing me pain. It looks like everything matters at one side but you can also say that nothing matters at all. Silly thinking and silly me for having brought forth this thinking and feeling. Costly it will be and it will be paid. Need to think of something else to stop rummaging deep into to this complex feeling we call love. Branch out ideas. Nothing special. Just Changes.
Monday, June 09, 2008
note of confusion
pasukan na bukas at di pa ako handa.
pero gagawin lahat ng kaya para masaya.
kung di pa ngayon ang tamang panahon
kailan pa?
pwedeng sa panaginip na muna ikaw makita.
pero gagawin lahat ng kaya para masaya.
kung di pa ngayon ang tamang panahon
kailan pa?
pwedeng sa panaginip na muna ikaw makita.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
another good poem
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
by e.e. cummings
Friday, May 23, 2008
flip we fly flop we go down
pure sentiments of a person who is so inlove
that everything that is in her world is tied to the one she love.
It exist in her eyes because of the love she believes in.
if lost then her world would falter.
sentiments the lost of pride
and sentiments that love is given all out
weigh in
when intimacy comes in sentiments of a person inlove becomes more
crazier and stronger that it sometimes become love against anyone who opposed it.
left crossed and closed minded.
Sentiments of love. Revolves. her life around the person she love.
weigh in
plus more more more more
minus plus
it takes forever
yet it could also be taken in a second.
cont.
that everything that is in her world is tied to the one she love.
It exist in her eyes because of the love she believes in.
if lost then her world would falter.
sentiments the lost of pride
and sentiments that love is given all out
weigh in
when intimacy comes in sentiments of a person inlove becomes more
crazier and stronger that it sometimes become love against anyone who opposed it.
left crossed and closed minded.
Sentiments of love. Revolves. her life around the person she love.
weigh in
plus more more more more
minus plus
it takes forever
yet it could also be taken in a second.
cont.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
well
This blog has been a stock pile compilation of random thoughts. The cats are fighting for reasons I don't know but you can hear their hissing and angry meow. Scary in a way and our neighbor is getting pissed of by the noise. Well, it's Wednesday my favorite day of the week! There is something magical about this day that keeps me going. Yup. The noise from the cats is just getting louder and scarier.
I am trying to read about the German term Zeitgeist which a word that I encountered while I was surfing the net. Its meaning is pretty interesting that I want to get more reading materials about this word. I haven't really plunge myself into knowing more about this word. I would really like to do a research about this one just like the term I encountered during my BLL 111 class Dasein (also a German word.) Well one research coming up for me. It's nice to know about this things and learn to integrate it with different genres of novels I read (maybe a little far out it does connect, huh? hehehe.)
As for now this is what I would like to share maybe next time I would share an essay about Zeitgeist and Dasein.
Happy and content. :)
Cheerios. Night.
-o)-
I am trying to read about the German term Zeitgeist which a word that I encountered while I was surfing the net. Its meaning is pretty interesting that I want to get more reading materials about this word. I haven't really plunge myself into knowing more about this word. I would really like to do a research about this one just like the term I encountered during my BLL 111 class Dasein (also a German word.) Well one research coming up for me. It's nice to know about this things and learn to integrate it with different genres of novels I read (maybe a little far out it does connect, huh? hehehe.)
As for now this is what I would like to share maybe next time I would share an essay about Zeitgeist and Dasein.
Happy and content. :)
Cheerios. Night.
-o)-
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
kung
kung ako talaga ang buwan
maglalagay ba ng ngitit sa mukha pagnakita mo ko
kung ako talaga ang buwan
mapapagaan ko ba ang iyong nararamdaman
kung ako talaga ang buwan
titig ka pa ba
tulad ng ginagawa ko pag andyan ang buwan.
mmmmm. magandang tumitig sa buwan lalo na yung
pag bilog na bilog siya tapos sobrang liwanag
iba yung pakiramdam.
maglalagay ba ng ngitit sa mukha pagnakita mo ko
kung ako talaga ang buwan
mapapagaan ko ba ang iyong nararamdaman
kung ako talaga ang buwan
titig ka pa ba
tulad ng ginagawa ko pag andyan ang buwan.
mmmmm. magandang tumitig sa buwan lalo na yung
pag bilog na bilog siya tapos sobrang liwanag
iba yung pakiramdam.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
cushy
cushions.
grabe ang tao ngayon dito sa Baguio ang dami dahil sa Panagbenga.
Flower Festival. No no no...
kung tutuusin kawawa ang mga flowers tsaka yung mismong environment ng Baguio!
grabe ang tao ngayon dito sa Baguio ang dami dahil sa Panagbenga.
Flower Festival. No no no...
kung tutuusin kawawa ang mga flowers tsaka yung mismong environment ng Baguio!
Friday, February 15, 2008
mei-song-para-sayo
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you
I want to talk to you, I want to shampoo you
I want to renew you again and again
Applause, applause - Life is our cause
When I think of your kisses my mind see-saws
I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for the key to set me free
Oh the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling
It's the unraveling
And it undoes all the joy that could be
I want to have fun, I want to shine like the sun
I want to be the one that you want to see
I want to knit you a sweater
Want to write you a love letter
I want to make you feel better
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too
All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you
I want to talk to you, I want to shampoo you
I want to renew you again and again
Applause, applause - Life is our cause
When I think of your kisses my mind see-saws
I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for the key to set me free
Oh the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling
It's the unraveling
And it undoes all the joy that could be
I want to have fun, I want to shine like the sun
I want to be the one that you want to see
I want to knit you a sweater
Want to write you a love letter
I want to make you feel better
nararamdaman
ito nanaman nagpaparamdam nanaman
ang mga tendency:
tendency mag breakdown
suicidal tendency
crying tendency
can't breath tendency
di makakain tendency
tendency of depression
nararamdaman at nandito nanaman...
ang mga tendency:
tendency mag breakdown
suicidal tendency
crying tendency
can't breath tendency
di makakain tendency
tendency of depression
nararamdaman at nandito nanaman...
Thursday, February 14, 2008
....encounter...
:miss. miss. bili kayo ng puso?
:bakit mukha ba kong walang puso?
: balon, bili na!
: huh? ano?
: balon!
: ano?
: balon.
: ah, baloon. ay hindi ayoko.
:bakit mukha ba kong walang puso?
: balon, bili na!
: huh? ano?
: balon!
: ano?
: balon.
: ah, baloon. ay hindi ayoko.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
peculiar valentines day
today i woke up with a sad feeling in my chest
i feel unhappy and i think there is no room for happiness
i have waited for something but it did not came at all
it seems that it was lost in your thought
buried and could never be found
i love with all sincerity and truth
i don't want something like this in return
it wounds my heart if this is how i am treated
but still i am hopeful that this kind of treatment
your giving me will change. LOVE.
"let us be true because we are alone in this world
and we only have each other to rely on"
love to the fullest with out most truth and purity.
happy hearts day.
i feel unhappy and i think there is no room for happiness
i have waited for something but it did not came at all
it seems that it was lost in your thought
buried and could never be found
i love with all sincerity and truth
i don't want something like this in return
it wounds my heart if this is how i am treated
but still i am hopeful that this kind of treatment
your giving me will change. LOVE.
"let us be true because we are alone in this world
and we only have each other to rely on"
love to the fullest with out most truth and purity.
happy hearts day.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
yebah.
Malapit nanaman ako makauwi. Yehey.
parang ang tagal ko ng di nakauwi sa aming bahay.
okie naman ako at ang aking pag-aaral.
masaya naman na ang pagbabasa at ang pagsusulat.
lumabas na ang result ng UPCAT at ang daming nakapasa
o ganun talaga palagi. Ayun nakapost na sila sa mahiwagang bulletin
sa walkway at binilang namin ng mga kaibigan ko ang pumili
at nakapasa sa course na BALL at yeah 70 plus sila.
Ang dami nila mas marami pa samin. Oh no! Pero malalagasan na ang
aming block dahil ako ay nagbabalak ng lumipat ng campus.
Yupee. Di ko alam pero gusto ko na hindi.
Nasasayangan kasi ako sa mga nakuha kong majors.
Pero wala naman nasasayang kung nag enjoy ka at marami kang natutunan.
Diba? Diba? Sumagot kayo. Oo. Oo. Oo Isya.
Hahaha. Nakakabaliw ang init ngayon dito sa Baguio.
Ayun, gutom na ako kaya malapit narin akong umuwi para
makapagpahinga at gumawa ng assignment.
Oo, meron akong assignment at ayoko siya dahil functinal grammar siya.
Gusto ko lumipat sa course na tungkol sa Indigenous People.
Magkakaroon nga ng conference sa aming school tungkol sa mga IP's.
Sobrang gusto kong pumunta doon at makinig lalo na dun sa tungkol sa
Culture and Language of IP's. Kailangan ng umaksyon ng mga tao upang
di mamatay ang ating kultura at iba't-ibang linggwahe.
Nakakalungkot na dahil sa laganap na globalisasyon at pag usad ng teknolihiya
ay namamatay ang mga iba't ibang kultura sa ating bansa kasama na ang ating
linggwahe na kaakibat and ating "identity."
Let us cultivate our language and our culture.
Save our Identity.
parang ang tagal ko ng di nakauwi sa aming bahay.
okie naman ako at ang aking pag-aaral.
masaya naman na ang pagbabasa at ang pagsusulat.
lumabas na ang result ng UPCAT at ang daming nakapasa
o ganun talaga palagi. Ayun nakapost na sila sa mahiwagang bulletin
sa walkway at binilang namin ng mga kaibigan ko ang pumili
at nakapasa sa course na BALL at yeah 70 plus sila.
Ang dami nila mas marami pa samin. Oh no! Pero malalagasan na ang
aming block dahil ako ay nagbabalak ng lumipat ng campus.
Yupee. Di ko alam pero gusto ko na hindi.
Nasasayangan kasi ako sa mga nakuha kong majors.
Pero wala naman nasasayang kung nag enjoy ka at marami kang natutunan.
Diba? Diba? Sumagot kayo. Oo. Oo. Oo Isya.
Hahaha. Nakakabaliw ang init ngayon dito sa Baguio.
Ayun, gutom na ako kaya malapit narin akong umuwi para
makapagpahinga at gumawa ng assignment.
Oo, meron akong assignment at ayoko siya dahil functinal grammar siya.
Gusto ko lumipat sa course na tungkol sa Indigenous People.
Magkakaroon nga ng conference sa aming school tungkol sa mga IP's.
Sobrang gusto kong pumunta doon at makinig lalo na dun sa tungkol sa
Culture and Language of IP's. Kailangan ng umaksyon ng mga tao upang
di mamatay ang ating kultura at iba't-ibang linggwahe.
Nakakalungkot na dahil sa laganap na globalisasyon at pag usad ng teknolihiya
ay namamatay ang mga iba't ibang kultura sa ating bansa kasama na ang ating
linggwahe na kaakibat and ating "identity."
Let us cultivate our language and our culture.
Save our Identity.
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