ito ano?

ano ito?


i have made a big mess with my life but have manage to clean it up and put everything back to where they were.
honestly i miss my innocent days i can't help bragging about the days i was still a child
who doesn't have to worry about anything.

When will I have the guts to straighten all the lies i have said
all the wrongdoings and mortal sins I have commited.
When will that be?

I can't shut myself from thinking what would be good for my fellow poor people.
I sleep at night hoping that when i wake up everything would turn just fine and nice.

Everytime.

Do I sound like a complete idiot?I hope not....

Surely you would think about that?

-o)-

i-up

date.

tagal ko ng di nagsusulat
at mukhang nawawalan narin naman ako ng- interest.
at soon
aalis narin ako samin.
im moving out and there is this big gap over my feelings.
i want to tear everything apart.
i want to stay but i have to go.
i have to convince myself
that i am going to be allright and just fine.
i hope i am not the only one who is feeling this way.
i don't like it.

say it to yourself i am going to be fine
just fine
and i will be in bliss and ecstasy of contentment.

yup
that would be me.
up there.