Thursday, November 26, 2009

What ever happened?

Where do we go from here? The massacre that happened in Maguindanao makes me question a lot. What ever happened? Are we really this hungry for power and position that we would kill people who are defenseless? I don't know what to feel. Reading the news just makes me cry and be angry to our damn society. Ruthless and undeniably evil. What do we do? What will I do? I don't this kind of event makes me feel more powerless and losses hope for the future of our country. Why kill at all? What did the killers got from what they did?

When we try so hard achieving peace and equity this blows into your face and then again we are all shattered.

We are really the culprit and agents of havoc ever to exist and walk on earth.

Again what do we do?

What ever happened?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I'm no passive at all

the title of the blog may have given you the idea that the author of this blog is just a mere passive person. Well I'm not a passive person and I'm not dying. The idea of passing here is someone who tries to experience everything that is around her and trying to create an experience of her own. I'm just clearing the passing "thing" which is not entirely equal to passivity.

-o)-

I'm going back to school.
See you later.

Consider this

This coming 2010 election I'm going to vote for someone who clearly states their platform. Let us stop looking at the characteristic of the person it wouldn't take this country anywhere at all. Let us vote for someone who has practical visions that would improve the state of our country today.

Monday, November 16, 2009

RoygbiV

It was around August of last last year we we're talking on the phone for hours. I was inside the bathroom of a fancy hotel and you were home. We talked for hours and talk of things that are out of this world. We are awake when half of the world is asleep. It was you and I existing at that very night. I remember it just like it was just yesterday. I miss you.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

kalokohan near you always

Natapos narin ang pag download ng mga bagay bagay.
Masaya naman talaga pag natapos na madowload ang mga bagay na gusto mong
madownload. meron akong mahigit na 4 hours na pagtambay sa eskwelahan dahil oo bungi ang aking sked para sa sem na ito. Sana dahil sa bungi kong sked ay magkaroon ako ng sipag na magbasa ng maraming libro para sa thesis namin. Para sa thesis namin. Para sa thesis namin. Okie ba yun? Hindi ko alam pero dapat oo.

Bakit ang dami nanamang lamok?
Dahil malapit na ang new moon?
okie syempre joke lang iyon.
Kung di mo gets okie lang kasi di ko rin gets.
pero sa totoo lang oo gets ko malamang bat ko naman sasabihin yun kung di ko gets di ba?

okie ang aking first day ay peste dahil sa aking headache
tingnan natin ang aking second day kung ayos ba. Sana ayos siya dahil seven ako magigising para lang sa subject na yun. After ko mag vow na di na ako kukuha ng seven am na class.
Okie yun lang share ko lang sa inyo.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

errors

i am so sleepy

and so they say

Can't blame the weather for our losses.

I manage to have some stupid conversation

*I'm just copying something that I written earlier. It was actually just seconds ago. i would just like to add that sandalwood do smell good.

Follow me because I am a fool. I have my mind on trends of being wrecked because of thinking about this and that. Today I had a great day because first of all the day was really beautiful. I just slack in our office designated area and got lost in the 90’s music (that I really love). I forgot how good the sound of 90’s was compared to the current music. Surf the web with other archaic things and I came across your Love Thing funny how things come around. The world is so great with recycling things. Then after eating brunch we watched a Bob Dylan movie slashed documentary “No Direction Home” and the whole time my heart was fluttering (kilig ako men).

It is just nice to be with your family who are all quirky and just makes you laugh. This is already a nice life. After those depressing days (which is just last week) I have completely recovered and will take things slowly and just enjoy it. You damn elective will pay up.

Strange I am still awake and trying to normally function even half of me is already asleep and dreaming of something strange. Pardon me, for borrowing some of your words miss Lisa Loeb. Yes, that was again a good hunt for me at You Tube. Just waiting it for to be attached. Last night I caught myself squishing our pets really hard. It hard to control it especially if they are extremely overly have this undeniable cuteness.

Wow, it almost end of the year. 09 just passed like Santi. It was fast and furious for me. Haha. No other words to describe the year I just experienced. But ironically in all my years in college last semester was the longest (that I have experienced). Super weird! Glad thatis over and done!

I’m gonna immersed myself into serious readings and writings because this semester is the thesis semester. Oh yeah! Super fun and challenging.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Death, Passing and being Reborn

Calculating stuff.
Just need to stare at the blank page.
The words I and you was just written out
but it was never meant to be.

Cold damp weathers make you misty
Rainy nights make you cry
And nights just make you lonely.

when Death has become of me

After just having a good evening last night. Today I receive a terrible news that nothing has been credited from my past major subjects to be an elective of my now current course. This day is a total fail and from this moment of I have succumb to the slow death that has come to me. I never knew that this will be the payment of some idiotic decisions that I have made. This is the result for the mad rush for love. I purely as of now condemn love. I'll try and focus on my study and I'll do my best to get it over and done because I'm not enjoying it anymore.

True when there is no passion for the things you do it is bound to fail. Things can be done but you are not happy at all.

So much for the regret Isya. It is never going to help you in attaining anything at all.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

the brand new you

to be somewhat kinda of techy.
hahahaha. bago ito men bago. wala pang five minutes ito men.
hahaha.