weak

i

would like to think of myself
as someone who is strong
but most of the time
with certain things

i

am weak
weak that

i

see myself dying
see myself wanting to be someone else
seeing me as a complete failure
no matter what

i

do and no matter
what

i

would like to think

i

feel
see
myself as someone who is weak

question plus wonder

do we always feel the same?

ang tagal ko naring di nakakapagsulat saking
blogspot matagal tagal na.
halos napagdaanan na ang mga nararamdaman.

sensitibo.

di mo talaga alam ang takbo ng buhay.
minsan masaya minsan malungkot.

i want to dream of something new
para sa aking sarili
gusto kong lumipad kasama ang bulaklak sa walang hangganan.
kung saan man yun ayos lang sakin.

walang mga plano.

kailangan bang ganito at ganyan?

poles.opposite.oppose.attracts.center.north.you.plus.thought.endless.happiness.enduring.pain.we.forever.is.me.together.us.south.smile.hide.heavy.heart.

claim and claim.
when will the suffering of people going to end?

don't want to see the real the thing...
me...